Sunday, March 30, 2008

An Ode To My Father

A man of complex simplicity,
my father lives
with strict routines.

Every morning he cooks
the same breakfast:
2 eggs over medium, yolks broken
on a plate heated for 49 seconds,
cinnamon raisin english muffin,
toasted and drenched in butter.

He keeps track of medications with
great care, and logs them with a
color code, filling page after page.
The pills sit in shallow, silicone cups
on his desk, like little powdery life rafts
drifting to sea.

But the true management of his physical pain
comes from prayer and humor
both of which he uses in abundance
and which give him
grace and dignity
unlike anyone else I have seen.

Though he is largely
confined to his home,
my father has brought the world
to him.
His office
explodes
with color,
from his own photographs of
flowers in brilliant hues, cascading
from every corner.

Emerging from my father,
the Doctor,
is a writer and photographer;
one who
knows how to fill his world
with beauty and in turn
enriches the lives
of those around him.

Thank you, Poppa.
Love, Elizabeth

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!

From my place to yours...


Apartment- again

I forgot a wall- and an important one. My dad has a relatively recent love of photography and has taken hundreds of beautiful pictures of flowers and learned how to edit them. Since I have a giant wall, I decided to fill it with some of his photos. My dad and Louise came up to help me string and hang them and here they are:


I love being able to display my dad's love of color and beauty. Seeing this everyday makes me smile.

Sunday, December 16, 2007

#2 The Apartment

Ok, I have long since promised to post pictures of my apartment. The problem is that I would always tell myself that there was more that I was planning to do and I should wait until it was perfect. Well, I have finally given up any remaining hope that it will get perfect. There are, in fact, lots of things I still hope to do, like get more plants and a non-tippy coat rack. But here it is:

The living room and trusty rust colored couch. The chair on the right was my grandmother's and has been in storage waiting for me.

There are french doors and Louise helped me make curtains that were more opaque to separate the living room from bedroom. Next to the bookshelf is the spot for the future coat rack.


Love the stove. Love it.


And the bedroom. Lots of windows, and shutters! Haven't had those in an apartment before.

So, there it is. I hope to have another post before I close up shop so stay tuned.

Monday, October 22, 2007

#3: Singing

Ok, so I have lagged in my posting and it seems that interest may have also (understandably) lagged. So, I have 3 more posts in mind that will share other facets of my life here and then I will close up this shop. Today's topic: singing.

It took me a while to even think about joining a singing group. Leaving Musica Sacra was heart wrenchingly difficult and it almost felt like betrayal to join a new group. I realize this is somewhat irrational, but it was a way to cope with the loss of that amazing community.

However, my need to sing with other people soon overtook my other issues and I auditioned for a group called the International Orange Chorale. Still haven't gotten to the bottom of the name but it is a group of young singers (ages 24-35) who perform a variety of music, including work composed by singers in the group! Their mission is also to perform for free. This group definitely has a different vibe than any other I've been in (Does using the word vibe, actually qualify me as someone who lives out here?) but I do like it. It's younger, and doesn't have the publicity materials or fundraising capability of many Boston groups. But the members are certainly talented and it gets me singing.

We rehearse in San Francisco in the fifth floor of the opera house and enter in the back stage door.


It's amazing to hear and see the opera on the backstage screens as we come in. Last week there was a group of chorus members in costume for Mozart's The Magic Flute hanging around. And when we were asked to move out of our rehearsal space due to a miscommunication we ended up in a ballet studio. Crazy.

Our first concert was to perform a song composed by a former member, Jason Bush. He held a concert of work he composed at a Presbyterian church in San Francisco. These are performers of another piece warming up.


We have also performed in our director's master's thesis concert. Our winter concert is motets by Brahms, Poulenc, Durufle, Holst, and Bach and we will perform 11/30 and 12/2 in San Francisco. Anyone and everyone is welcome! I will be sending out my thoughts to Musica Sacra on 12/1 as they perform their winter concert.

So, beginning new routines...in some ways it feels good to try new things and begin to put down roots. And sometimes the routines trigger memories of all that I miss in Boston. It's a strange time as I try things out while attempting not to make comparisons. But little bits of acceptance trickle in when I'm not looking.

love to all.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Sleuth work

On a misty Friday night, Alison and I, unable to do anything else, decided to sit around my apartment swapping stories about our week, discussing our new jobs and lives here. The longer we sat, the less interested we were in going out for dinner which prompted us to decide to order pizza. Due to technical difficulties we ended up relying on, of all things, the phone book for a number. Little did we realize the joys this antiquated device would provide! One ad in particular sparked a great deal of laughter. This ad was a treasure trove of poor grammar and editing. (Tania--look sharp!) Like a Highlights magazine, "What is wrong with this picture?" we dove in looking for as many mistakes as possible. How many can you find? Winner gets a fun treat mailed from California.

Friday, September 28, 2007

I miss the Red Sox

I am determined that no matter where I live in this country, there is no fever like Red Sox fever. In Atlanta, as much as I liked the Braves (Greg Olson, Otis Nixon, and David Justice in particular) the fan presence ebbed and flowed. In the 80's the seats at Turner Field were practically free; video of the games showed entire sections were empty. As the Braves improved in the early 90's interest and tickets picked up, but come on now, these are fair weather fans. When I moved to Boston I quickly witnessed the deep sense of passion, loyalty and pain that accompanies every baseball season. And it seems to run in families, passed down like a treasured heirloom. I couldn't help but be attracted to it and wonder what makes Boston so different.

Tonight I discovered the Red Sox had won the AL East championship but I wished I had heard the buildup, on radio and t.v., at work, from my friends, at rehearsal. It's just not the same reading about the wins or even looking at pictures of them celebrating it. (Why on earth is Papelbon wearing what look to be bike shorts after the win?? Can anyone help me out here?)

I miss being in it, enveloped in it. One thing that unifies a city.
Really, it's brilliant.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Weather Woes

This morning, as my eyes fluttered open, I heard a strange noise coming from outside and peered out the window upon something for the first time since I have arrived: rain. In some ways it felt a little like when I went to college in Maine and saw snow falling outside. Although I knew it happened, I was surprised to see it just the same.

Prior to this, there has been no precipitation of any kind since I arrived in California. At first I didn't notice, just enjoying the sunny days. But eventually some of the ramifications of this lack of rain began to become clear. For one, my car gathered a layer of dust and dirt that was quite visible. I'm not much of a carwash-er, figuring that the '98 Sentra isn't really impressing anyone anyways, but the dirt began to bother me nonetheless. Second, the constant dry air gave me a bit of a sore throat for a while. I began closing my windows at night to try to preserve any moisture from cooking in my apartment and pondered buying a humidifier. Alison, who has been here since early June tells me this was her first rain shower too and someone from work told me there hasn't been real rain since April. How strange!

This rain business is just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to my weather woes here. I tell you I just can't figure it out. The first shocker came as I was unpacking my clothes and got to the two distinct parts of my wardrobe: Winter clothes and Summer clothes. Prior to now this clothing never coexisted, passing briefly in October and April. But when I arrived here in August and realized on my first trip into San Francisco that I needed a sweater and closed toed shoes I knew that those days were over. The old rituals of swapping wardrobes twice a year, hauling out the new season's clothes, rejoicing at the pieces I had forgotten but love, are over. And now, somehow, everything has to fit in my closet.

Alison, my fellow east coast refugee and I have spent hours upon hours discussing the weather and our inability to dress for it. I fear that my lack of understanding has been quite stressful at times, especially when I show up somewhere in grossly inappropriate clothing. The real challenge for me is not only the unpredictability but the extreme variation in temperature on any given day. There have been times when I arrive somewhere all bundled up only to sheepishly strip down to my tee shirt or I show up in sandals and a skirt and find myself shivering most of the day. I am learning that I need to be able to wear anything from a short sleeves to a sweater and jacket. It's sort of like being in a foreign country. I'll figure this all out, but until I do I may just look a little like an outsider.

Monday, September 3, 2007

Another start...and thanks giving

School has started! No waiting till after Labor Day round these parts, we're in full swing! Not only was last week my first week of school with kids, it was the first week of the school's existence. The Thursday before we had parent/student orientation and had almost 100% attendance. It was incredible looking out over all those faces and noticing that it was standing room only in our big hall. I was only missing two students out of 19 in my advisory group and everybody was nervous and excited. I chalk up a lot of the success of that first night to the priniciple's work developing the school because she so thoroughly involved parents and students in its creation. I think everyone there was proud of getting this thing off the ground.

Then our first day, which was remarkably smooth as we helped students get used to high school and adjust to a small school of 125 ninth graders. It's a pretty different kind of school experience. We even got a little press in the local paper.


Then on Thursday we went on an overnight trip to Stanford to kick off their high school career at a school dedicated to getting them ready for college. Thursday also happened to be my birthday and it was guaranteed to be busy all day long. It might not have been my first choice as far as birthday activities but there were some highlights. The kids in my advisory sang me happy birthday at the top of their lungs after lunch, one kid gave me chocolates and the staff had a cake and sang to me in whispers after the kids had been put in their rooms. Certainly an unusual and very memorable day.

My birthday was also filled with many phone messages, cards, gifts and expressions of love from people I love. It felt so good to have 11 messages at the end of that long day and to know that they were from all the amazing people I know from all over the country. I know this is sappy, (what do you expect?) but I just felt so lucky to have so many incredible friends and even though it's my first birthday on this coast I felt so loved and supported.

This weekend my friend Sharon, who has been living in San Diego for a few years and is moving to L.A. came up to visit. Sharon is a friend from high school, as is Alison, who lives here in Oakland so we all got to spend some time together. Sharon, by the way, is becoming famous. There was a lengthy article in the L.A. Times yesterday about her art work that will appear in a show in Santa Monica next weekend. The article is extremely complimentary and showcases her extroardinary talents. Check it out at: http://www.calendarlive.com/galleriesandmuseums/cl-ca-levy2sep02,0,3217256.story?coll=cl-art-features

In her spare time, Sharon also collaborated with Alison to make me a yellow cake with chocolate frosting. This was a favorite from when we were young and didn't let any occasion go by without this faithful dessert. (A shout out to Noelle, who we wish could have been here too!)


Then Saturday, Alison, Sharon, and my Dad and Louise and I all went out to dinner and ate fabulous food at A Cote in Rockridge. The waitress commented on our stunning off-white/green color combination.







And so, now I embark on week two of school and work on settling in some more. I am still tired from last week and hope I can continue to muster the strength for getting everything done. But I also feel lucky. To know wonderful souls and enjoy time with them, whether by phone, email or in person. This move has been ok because of my community that is still present even though I am far away. Maybe I am still high on yellow cake with chocolate frosting but I just feel pretty grateful. Love to all.